I'm back!

Well hello there my cozy little corner of the Internet!

I’m sure you’ve been wondering where I’ve been … let me inform you that I had no intention of quitting my blog. I know it’s been sitting dormant for a while, but I haven’t forgotten about it!

I’ve simply been following my flow and for a while, typing my experiences away didn’t feel aligned.

In recent months, I’ve been enjoying new certifications, adventures, podcasts and books. I’ve also been healing through a painfully rough season. Live updates didn’t feel right.

I’ve found so much beauty in being present with those experiences, but another part of me is battling burnout and a fried nervous system. When my anxiety is climbing, I naturally drift further away from certain realms of spirituality.

But right now, I’ve hit a huge transition in my life and I’m feeling called to refresh these areas of my life and dive deeper into subjects that feel aligned for my holistic healing journey as a lightworker. 

So what’s on my agenda? 

• Social media: semi regular TikTok & IG posts - at least twice a month

• One blog post per month

• A regular tarot card practice - let’s sharpen my intuition!

• Consistent Reiki practice

• Getting back on board with my Yoga Class Curator modules

• Working further with crystals

• Understanding basic astrology - it’s such a complex science that has a huge impact

You might be thinking this is quite the hefty list and I have to agree with you! Alas, this is just the cost of being a multi-passionate girly in a world that has beautiful things to offer. And I would like to clarify that these are not “New Year’s Resolutions”; these are goals that I’ve already been working towards but I need to pursue them a little more consistently.

Besides, diving into these incredible opportunities reminds me to find life’s glow rather than letting the darkness of the world consume me. 

And what a wonderful privilege it is to be able to share these experiences freely on the internet. Others can find value in my self expression and I have access to other people sharing their learnings.

Although this is such a cool thing to experience, I have to remind myself to find balance. My perfectionist tendencies love to take the wheel and plow straight into hustle culture. 

My ego tells me to perfect every tiny detail until I’m uninspired and have tons of drafts collecting dust. When I happen to find a burst of inspiration, I get discouraged by the time I need to edit.

The other experience I have is tons of inspiration!! My fingers can’t type fast enough!! My brain overflows with ideas!! And then I end up with about 10 incomplete drafts that I no longer feel like finishing.

I know, I know, I can’t simply rely on inspiration and motivation. But what I can say is that if an action doesn’t feel inspired, there’s no point in wasting my energy on it. The Universe is always chimed into our energy. I choose to elevate my vibe, not bring it down.

Besides, my vibe has had moments of struggle. These last few months, I’ve found myself looking in the mirror and wondering where my sparkle is hiding.

It’s been tough giving myself permission to feel the heaviness in my soul. Sometimes I grapple with the insecure thought that I’m not as worthy if I’m not glowing.

But, that is a conversation for next time. I have a lot to share about these brutally transformative months.

Sending you lots of love as you pursue your goals and fearlessly pursue your calling!

Camryn